Holding Pattern

“As you begin to realize that every different type of music, everybody’s individual music, has its own rhythm, life, language, and heritage, you realize how life changes, and you learn how to be more open and adaptive to what is around us. “
– Yo-Yo Ma

How can one’s person life be in a holding pattern, but at the same time, about to completely change forever? Simple, Things happen that are beyond anyone’s control.

The first thing to change is that my grandfather passed away. He was 88 years old and he lived a good life. It will be very different without him in my life. He could make you laugh about anything. Many family and friends will miss him.

I have also started seeing a guy, he is very sweet but our schedules are hard to find time to see each other. We also want two very different things in the relationship. And I feel that he wants more than I can give now or ever. I don’t see it lasting.

Lastly, Work is completely changing my department is being moved out of state and I have to find a different job. Which brings up the question…Do I want to stay in this neighborhood, or do I want to move to a bigger city. Heck…. do I want to move to a different state. That brings up moving, finding a place to live etc.

Right now my focus is on my family and helping with funeral arrangements for my grandfather. Family is what really matters the most. Because you have no idea when they will be gone forever.

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